Saturday, April 05, 2008

what it's like right about now

Am I pregnant? I wonder if I'm pregnant. Do I look pregnant? I think I'm pregnant. I think I'm not pregnant. I think I am. I hope I am. I don't know if I am. I could be. Am I?

It's a week until I can take the test. Maybe more than a week. Maybe a week's good. I'll decide in a week, when I'll do it. I'll do it as soon as I can. I'll wait to do it until the test would be more definitive. I'll do it on Sunday. Wednesday. Thursday. Monday. No, Sunday.

Yeah, I probably am. I doubt I am. Relax. Relax. I should relax.

P.S. Finn today, to me:

I want to hold your face. (He holds it.)
I want to pick it up. (He pats it.)
I want to take it off you. (!)


9 comments:

Deb Abramson said...

The first time I got pregnant, I called it my "hysterical pregnancy." It took weeks for me to actually take a test, so convinced was I that it was all in my head since I wanted a baby very badly.

The second time, I thought, "I feel pregnant"; I had no specific "symptoms." It wasn't anything more than a vague sense. And sure enough, I was right. We weren't trying at all.

The third time, we weren't trying either, and I had no clue. My pants were getting really tight around the waist despite all the exercise, and my husband, very jokingly, suggested perhaps I was pregnant. He was right.

In between #2 and #3, I was so convinced I was pregnant I went through six pregnancy tests in 10 days before finally conceding that I was wrong.

So, in sum: You might be pregnant. On the other hand, you might not.

la Ketch said...

Yeah as you know I wanted to be pregnant so badly that I couldn't stand that 2 week wait. i would take the test 2-3 days before i was supposed to get my period. i was spending so much on those stupid tests and i was never pregnant. every time it told me i wasn't pregnant i would get so upset. finally i made a rule that i could only take the test 3 days after i was supposed to start my period. that made me much more calm. of course you seem to get knocked up pretty easily...

Eve said...

Squeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! There's no relaxing here. This baby business is too exciting!
I'm crossing my fingers for you.

(EEEEEE!)

xo

Cara said...

Well I happen to know if you are pregnant or not. But you have to wait three days before I will tell you.

john said...

As a member of the mainstream media, I would like to announce that baseless speculation season has begun. Adam Nagourney, Wolf Blitzer, Sylvia Poggioli, you may begin now.

Scott Chicken said...

The only sure-fire way to tell if you're pregnant, other than the test, is a craving for Taco Bell crisp beef tacos. At least that was our experience...

Theresa said...

So, are you taking bets? ;)

Jennifer said...

Me: Betty now you know you're not allowed to throw your crayons all over the place. Help mommy put them back in...

Betty: Oh Mommy I love you so much.

(pause)

Me: That's super Betty but we're still picking up your crayons.

***

This morning.
Betty: This is Mommy's body.

Me: Yep that's true.

Betty: Ok, Mommy's body. (pats my tummy)

Grammy said...

You looks preggo ta me, TR. 'Course, from where I'm a lookin' from, there's that whole curvature of the earth to take inta account.